In this weeks parsha we have the account of the 42 journeys of the children
of Israel as they went out of the land of Egypt. The Lubavitcher Rebbe
teaches that Egypt is not only a place but also a state of mind.
Mitzrayim, the Hebrew word for Egypt, also means "confinement". From
this Rabbi Jonathan Sacks teaches us that "this is why all 42 journeys,
not merely the first, were a "going forth out of the land of Egypt."
Every journey that brought them nearer to the land of Israel and their
destiny made the previous stopping point seem like a confinement,
another Egypt. Each stage was a new exodus. They had already left the
physical Egypt, but they still had to pass beyond Egypt, beyond the
narrowness of the soul".
The Torah is eternal beloved,
not only teaching us about our past, but also teaching us about our
future, our destiny. It says that every Jew is obliged "to see himself as if he had traveled out of Egypt that very day." The 42 journeys therefore have a special eternal significance for each of us, and hint to the journeys that we will take.
There
are many Egypts we must pass through. In some cases it may be the
confinement of the world, which seeks to hold us captive. In other cases
it may be our own narrow thinking that holds us captive. Regardless we
must constantly strive to move forward. A spiritual life is not a matter
of suddenly arriving, but of constantly journeying.
The
journeys of the Israelites from Egypt serve as a warning against the
two kinds of error into which we can fall. One is to believe that we
have arrived, that we can rest and be content. The other is to despair,
to focus on our failures. We must remember beloved that there is always a
new journey just on the horizon. Even a single step is the start of a
journey and even that small step brings us that much closer to
liberation from each personal as well as national Egypt. Rabbi Lazer
Body says that we must also remember that the direction in which we are
going matters more than how far one is along the way, and with HaShem's
loving grace we will get there.
Mattot and Massei are
always read in the period of the three weeks between the 17th of Tammuz
and the 9th of Av. They are set in this time of bitter confinement
between the first breach in the walls of Jerusalem and the Temple's
destruction. Rabbi Sacks tells us that the significance of their timing
is that they convey to us, at the time when we most need reminding, the
concept of "destroying in order to rebuild." Destruction may be for the
sake of replacing a building, or a character trait with a better and
stronger one. The Baal Shem Tov commented on the verse "It is the time
of Jacob's trouble; but he shall be saved out of it", saying that
salvation is not something that simply follows trouble: It is implicit
in it". Here, too, we find the fusion of the two opposites-destroying and
rebuilding, affliction and salvation-that can come only when we leave
the confinements of human reasoning and journey towards the
all-encompassing expanses of faith. It is only though the eyes of faith,
of emunah that we can see G*d's goodness everywhere, even in times that
seem the darkest. Seen from the eyes of a child, punishment may seem
harsh, but through the eyes of a loving father, punishment is for the
child's own good. We need to see the dark places in history and in our
lives through the eyes of G*d, in doing so we are able to turn G*d's
hidden mercy into open kindness, and change trying times and the
darkness of exile into the light of the Time to Come.
Remember the joy is in the journey beloved. May this generation see the rebuilding of the Holy Temple by the hand of G*d, Amen and Amen.
Shabbat Shalom, with much emunah~Elisheva Amaris
Thursday, July 19, 2012
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